| Monkies in space! |
[Jun. 27th, 2008|10:28 pm] |
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I never post. Sue me.
Update on the Johnny is henceforth.
I'm bored. Hot. Georgia sucks.
Work is still going very well, I enjoy bartending very much. But as this is a college town and it's summer business is really fucking slow these days.
I pretty much spend my time playing video games and getting tattoos, which are as I found out really addictive.
I'm pretty happy overall, the Lis is wonderful and makes my life that much better.
I miss the cities and everyone there. Heading up that way in a few days for just under 2 weeks, go to Con. If you don't I will send rabbid furry woodland creatures dressed in night suits but say "yarrrr..squeek!"
Life is pretty milk toast latley. Nothing fun and adventurous to report... that makes me a little sad.
It also makes me want to get into as much trouble as possible every chance I get when Im back home... so I guess everyone wins.
Hope to see you soon,
Little J |
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| So... |
[Feb. 2nd, 2008|07:32 pm] |
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I haven't been on LJ is like a decade or something.
Life is boring... it goes, work work work- sleep work, work.
I play online poker for real monies these days... I make some here and there .
I don't know, I live in Georgia still, I'll be here for another year and a half.
Miss MN.
Can't believe this picture of me. |
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| I like cheese!!!! |
[Mar. 7th, 2006|03:30 pm] |
I got nothin...
Can't sleep. Can't eat. Want Oatmeal chocolate chip cookies....
Also like garu larp. Like vampire larp too... heh Archbishop Johnny...
Want to go to a concert...get violence on... it's been too long...need to unwind...
want to get rip roarin' drunk too...
go team |
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| Man its been a while... |
[Jan. 22nd, 2006|05:51 am] |
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I haven't written in this journal for some time now...
And now that I think about it I haven't been able to because it reminds me of a friend who is no longer with us.
I miss him. Be at peace brother.
So much has happened in my life in the past year, both good and bad.
I'm in a solid crew. Have good people around me. Possibly even a good girl on my arm.
In a great LARP. But I'm biassed due to the fact that I'm sitting in the big chair. ArchBishop Johnny. NIce ring to it, eh?
I've changed so much.
Cut the hair a few months back. Went to Florida and got me a tan(yeah I know goth boy with a tan).
I see so much trouble on the horrizon. So much that I can barley see the joy in the dawn.
There is little left that I desire in this world. I can't wait to see what tomorrow brings. Life is short, and life is complicated. But it is a awesome ride.
see ya when I see ya, and if not, see ya in hell...
-Little John |
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| its! |
[Apr. 26th, 2005|03:08 pm] |
Its my birfday! My 21st Birfday!
Why cant I remember where I was last night!?!? |
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| In shock... |
[Feb. 15th, 2005|02:36 am] |
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I found out I lost a brother today.
Ragin Westerland.
One of the few people in this world that I truley considered a friend.
I cannot say that I am devistated by your passing. I do not feel as though you are truley gone.
All the time we spent together, all the fun and talk about the bullshit that is this life.
I lost family today.
Be at peace my friend. |
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| Mad man. |
[Jan. 14th, 2005|05:52 am] |
Yeah. Sup'?
So this has been a month of ups and downs. You know, the normal.
Can't say I accomplished anything, then again I haven't fucked anything up lately either.
The Zilla has not been seen in like a week and a half... can't say thats all bad... wait... yes I can... That sucks...
Andy the Boi has been back for a couple of days... I wish I could be excited about that... He used to be a pillar in my life, now I can barley stand his presence... Thank you weed... I hate weed.
I'm also on my biggest loosing streak at the Poke tables... I kind of like loosing sometimes, makes the wins mean more. Also the big brother has been playing lately. And hes damn good too! I'm so proud... I almost hit some sonnava bitch who mad some rather un-necessary comments about his intelegence.
I made a scene... I would feel bad about it, but I feel it was justified... should has curb stomped his ass...
I'm sick of people... there are so many little games we play with each other. None of which are called for... or even fun... People should get along... why can't they?
Too many people can't see what they are, and I find those who can see themselves don't know what that means... Too much self analysiss leads to self loathing... Too much analysiss of others leads to answers to why you prefer being alone most of the time...Why can't we be as flawless as we think we are?
I'm barely out of the gate and I feel left behind. I can't explain why, and I don't think I would like the answer if I looked for it. Fuck answers. Fuck questions. I don't want to know anymore. I want to be crazy or stupid. Most people think I'm both already.
Friends that hate, Enemies who help.
Lovers who betray, Strangers that stare.
People dying for their country, Leaders too willing to let them die.
Human beings...
And justice for all.
... ... Fuck everything...
-J |
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| Whatever the hell you believe in! |
[Dec. 25th, 2004|07:07 am] |
Merry/happy/jolly/spanky...whatever.
My friends I... THE JOHNNY... hope your day of the undead Jesus is not shitty.
This one goes out to all of ya,
Ragin, John, Adrian, Cleo, Rhody, Darren, Timmy, Paul, Ken, Sarah, Ryan, Jesse, Reilly, and of course, Zilla...
Heres to you and everything you wish for!
John J Schwartzbauer |
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| I don't now |
[Dec. 15th, 2004|02:51 am] |
I broke her heart...
Oh my god....
Think about that...
Someone I care for deeply...
Think about the person who got away...the one. yeah there are those that get away... But think about the one who got away that you actually cared for...then found out they didn't get away...it was you who got away.
She loved me... SHE FUCKING LOVED ME!!!!!!!!
And I loved her but didn't know it till she was gone...
FUCKING HELL!!!
I almost cries...but couldn't... I fucking tries... I'm so pathetic... so steriotypical.... she loved me! And now she's far away... Like 15,000 miles...
My god...
Oh my fucking god..................................... |
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| Processing...PROCESSING!!!! |
[Dec. 14th, 2004|04:04 am] |
So here be me. I like to give a shot out to me friend, Girlzilla. Tis her birthday you see.
I had a very bland weekend. Normal bullshit, not too exciting, not to shitty.
Am looking foward to this thursday though. The first ever JohnnyCon(TM)!!!!
So looking foward to that!
And now, some angst!
My angst tastes like...
Vanilla
Find your angst's flavor
yeah...vannilla....hmmm....
yay
Little John |
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| Movies... |
[Dec. 11th, 2004|05:06 am] |
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Wow.
What the fuck is up with these damn things?
Fiction is better than reality. Everyone knows that.
These wonderful pieces of shit can really move you. I never really got into a movie. Never really felt it. Never been moved by it.
I have seen 3 movies in the last 24 hours.
Blade Trinity: I want my hour and a half back. I liked the first two. Yeah both of em. But this blew a goat.
The Last Sammuri: I liked it. A lot. Cruise didn't make me wanna throw up, and it was a great Bushido time. Real good. See it.
And last and most important.
The Life of David Gale: Holy fucking shit...just god damn... See it tommorow...or today...just fucking see it...
I got to go brood for a while. Jesus...
LIttle J |
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| Stolen from agitprop |
[Dec. 11th, 2004|12:00 am] |
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Snuk out of the house?: nope, never had to. Parrents didn't care.
Cried to get out of trouble?: no...maybe when I was poo-in-pants age though.
Gotten lost in your city?: O my god yeah, drinking does that to a guy!
Seen a shooting star?: Yes and it changed my life.
Been to any other countries besides the united states?: yeah, a few.
Had a serious surgery?: Im an idiot, so yes. Lets leave it at that.
Stolen something important to someone else?: No.
Solved a rubiks cube?:No, but have a buddy who can do it in under 4 minnutes or he'll give ya $10.
Gone out in public in your pajamas?: Went outside in winter in only boxers but havent worn underpanties in 3 years.
Kissed a random stranger?: yes, but they kissed me.
Hugged a random stranger?: I beleive I already admited to being drunk before.
Been in a fist fight?: Yes, love em.
Been arrested?: Yes.
Done drugs?: Oh god yes!
Had alcohol?: hahahahaha, haha, ha.
Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?: Yeah, I was 4 months old and...
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?: Yeah, and had a great time looking at the other peoples faces!
Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?: No? (wow)
Swore at your parents?: Thats how we say "I love you".
Kicked a guy where it hurts?: yep.
Been in love?: I dont beleive in it.
Been to a casino?: Yep, love em.
Ran over an animal and killed it?: Yep.
Broken a bone?: Lots.
Gotten stitches?: over 1000.
Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?: Nobody wins the dairy game.
Made homemade muffins?: Yes.
Bitten someone?: Yes, but she asked for it.
Been to disneyland/disneyworld?: No.
More than 5 times?: See above statement.
Been to niagra falls?: No.
Gotten the chicken pox?: Yes, had em so bad had one on me eyeball. |
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| and yet again...yeah... |
[Dec. 10th, 2004|05:45 am] |
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So here be I from the land of milk and honey!...
No wait, I just went to Nates to play poker and had breakfast with zilla...
Oh.
That was nice...
Am super looking foward to the next few days. Have poker (yeah didn't he do that tonight?) 'morrow night, gamin monday, Zirra B' day tuesday night, and JohnnyCon(tm) on Thursday!!! Sweet!!!
Now all I got ta do is find me a lady companion for the weekend and heaven will be on earth!!! hhmmm...
hmmmm... more strange dreams... wtf...
Peace- Little J
P.S. Who the hell is midwestjester!?!?!? |
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| yeah, ain't that some shit |
[Dec. 8th, 2004|03:12 am] |
So yeah,
I'm theroughly intoxicated,
Yay!
My first night at the Friday's with the Zilla, Timmy, and Russ.
And I have to admit I enjoyed the hell out of myslef!
I had a few drink (5, 2 long islands, 2 lemon drops, and a purple rain) and am fairly loose.
I enjoyed everyones company, including the server steve's company.
I am happy...
Sunnava bitch I am happy.
Thank you world.
That is all.
Johnny |
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[Dec. 4th, 2004|02:32 am] |
I had a dream last night. It was about her.
Fuck its always about her. As it always has been.
This dream was different. And holy shit was it vivid.
The weird thing is, I've heard about this dream before. Not had it before mind you, but heard of it before. From her.
I'm not freaking, Im uneasy as hell but thats not all that different in on itself.
I haven't seen her in almost a year. Not by choice mind you, she had the idea of joining the millitary about 3 weeks before our present fiasco. She is calling Iraq a temp home right now. I know she's been in combat. She wrote me every other day. Im not that worried about her, she's not a big girl, but is a redhead. That goes a long way these days I hear.
I havent heard from her in 3 and a hallf weeks.
Then I get a dream that wakes me in the middle of the night, which never happened before.
Fuck...
Just...fuck... |
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| The ramblings of a mere mortal. |
[Nov. 11th, 2004|12:44 pm] |
Men of great Intelligence, I know not.
But we are men of great pride.
So mush so, we see only with greatest vanity, our imperfection.
Men of great wisdom we are, I know this.
We are not as we view ourselves.
We are less, and so much more.
We are the same.
Yet we are alone.
We should be...
Nothing else... |
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| My god... |
[Sep. 9th, 2004|06:14 pm] |
Yes I still live, sorta.
LIvejournal land has been away for a while now, and even when it was new I didn't use it much... I am wanting some sort of journal/note keeper thingy for a while now and I remembered this place...
Oh stupid quizy thingies!!!
OOOoooooOOOO!!!
-peace |
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| Metallica saved by... Slipknot? |
[Jul. 18th, 2004|05:06 am] |
Thats what is says.
Metallica was set to perform at the main event for this years "Download festival" when drummer Lars Ulrich was mysteriously hospitalized just a half hour before they were due on stage.
A frantic call to arms backstage to find an extremely last minnute replacement.
And your winner is... Joey Johnson of Slipknot!
After an hour and seven minnute set with slipknot Mr. Johnson went another two hours and fourty-three minnutes with Metallica.
I used to be a drummer and a forty-five minnute set kicked my ass! What the hell is this guy made from?
-Peace,
Little John |
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| Day of infamy, |
[Jul. 13th, 2004|05:06 am] |
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So yeah.
July 12, 6:46 pm. My Grandfather Len died of his 4th stroke in a week...
Shitty.
I'm not sad really. I haven't spoken to him for about 2 years. I really haven't spoken to anyone on my mothers side of the family for about 2 years.
Mostly because I hate my mother and I hate their religious beliefs.
Now I'm kinda regretting it but not really.e
It's like I wanna feel sad and filled with greif but I'm not. Just shitty.
Now I got to decide if Im going to his funeral or not. I don't think it would be wholly appropriate. I didn't go to my great-grandmothers funeral (his mother) and I think that hurt him dearly. I know I would be extremly criticized if I go. But still he was very close to me at one point. And I do owe him for my exsistence, so I kinda owe him ya know?
Shitty.
All well at least the sex is good,
heh, at least the sex is good.
-Little John |
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